Time to figure out how to feel like I’m in control of my life again. I fear it will be a long and difficult battle. My mental health has deteriorated too far. I woke up this morning having trouble walking, and I can’t really figure out why. I mean, I know I’ve been under a lot of stress, but I need to figure out what it is that’s triggering this and deal with it. One step at a time. It’s time for a change, time to take my life in a new direction.