I wish I could have been small and soft, like the women I so admire.
This is not to say that I do not find myself cute, or even beautiful.
And this is not to say that those girls are more lovely than I am.
But I have lived in many bodies. And I long to live in more.
I want to know what it feels like, to be held by someone with strong hands and hard arms. I want to know what it feels like to live with wrists that do not always look like they are about to snap.
I know what I feel when I touch you, I want to know what you feel when you touch me. 

11:36 pm  •  2 September 2012