trigger warning: graphic depictions of eating. 3

trigger warning: graphic depictions of eating.

So I’m pretty sure my anorexia has done an about face and is now a full-blown overeating disorder. Which, I guess, is fine for the time being. I really like food. And I’m happy that I’m starting to feel okay eating it.

And the strange thing is that I’m starting to enjoy seeing the numbers on the scale go up.

I’m eating cake while I write this, I’m liking the cake. I probably have some on my face, crumbs resting in my belly button, my belly is getting soft and i’m starting to feel the weight in my breasts.

I don’t know. I think I could get used to this.

What is happening to me?

22 February 2012 ·

3 notes

  1. athousandcleverwords said: Dare we say some form of recovery, if you are happy that’s what is moat important. So eat cake if you like it :).
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